kayleeee's Blog

me and my ex boyfriend broke up 3 weeks ago. I left him because i couldn't handle the arguements and the stress. We were together for 1 1/2 years and were very unstable throughout the whole relationship. Within the relationship i became extremely unstable mentally, physally and was diagnosed with depression at the age of 16. I am fairly happy we broke up i feel a sense of ease.. peace and i actually have hope for the future but the problem is he doesnt. since we broke up he has had 2 heart attacks and annoynomously blames me for his health problems. He does not literally say it but it is hidden behind the conversation. Everytime i talk to him i feel as though i make it worse.. Do i choose to cutt off all contact and take the risk of him doing something stupid or do i stay in contact and help him get out of his unstable state of mind.. or do ijust get back with him. If i go back the problems would cease and maybe everything will be allright.. once again..